Everything is Changing

"I’m trying to follow,
I’m trying my best to do what you said...
But what about tomorrow?
Are you sure I’m not in over my head...

Everything is changing all around me.
Is this the ending of a dream?
I thought I was doing what you wanted...
It isn’t as easy as it seems.

I’m losing my vision.
I’m fighting the doubting with all that I am...
It’s been awhile since you last gave me something...
To go on,
Tell me it’s not the end...

It seemed like I did everything right,
Now I see that it’s all wrong.
Do you want me to move on?
Can you tell me...
where do I belong?"

Learning to Trust

" Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him: but I will maintain my ways before Him." Job 13:15

"Kiss the Son, lest He be angry, and you perish in the way, for His wrath is quickly kindled. Blessed are all who put their trust in Him." Ps. 2:12

The reality of how I feel the sooner, yet the truth I know is the latter. The gap between truth and reality has to be filled with trust in God.